some peoples bodies are a temple.
mine has become a warzone.

my throat still bleeds
i have around 20 mosquito bites from sleeping outside
i am bruised everywhere
burns and gouges
chainsmoking
downing a few bottles of whiskey a week
sore..here and there

no sleep all week.
pink toenails.
getting asked if i'm a cage fighter at 2am by a pregnant smoker.
critical mass rides

realizing today when i drove by a familiar car
that she hadn't even crossed my mind in a long time.

living a life that feels more like the old me
and
i'm having more fun lately than i can remember having in a long, long time.